I'll sleep when I'm dead

Time flies. And it's scaring the crap out of me.
It's been a year of pointless blogging, and I havent grown much.

I just changed those tiny words beneath the header I don't know whatever it's called. Probably cos it doesn't really reflect on my blog. "Having nothing, nothing can she lose". It is something I believe in, but failed to uphold. From the physical things, material needs to interpersonal relationships. Say, you own a pen biru stabilo sembilan puluh sen althought it used to be lapan puluh sen only. Blame inflation. So you happily use it every single day, to write your lab report, tiru kuiz and sign the attendance sheet for your abscent friend. Till one day, your pen run out of ink. T_T Sad lor. -_________- Aiya... need a better example. ==" Okay, imagine this. You've never worn shoes in your life. Occasionally, you'll terpijak batu and it hurts your feet. But you're fine with it cos you're so used to it. Then one day, for some reason, watever reason I dunno, you found a pair of Crocs(tm) in the bush. You started wearing them, your feet are protected. You feel safe and comfortable, like no defect on the ground could hurt your feet. As time goes by, you become dependant on those shoes, till one day your shoes are worn out. So you'll have to go back to not wearing shoes. Only this time, terpijak batu hurts even more because you've tasted the comfort of having shoes on. Makes you wonder whether finding those shoes was a blessing or a curse. Aiya, I noe most ppl dun get it. Nevermind.

The point is, it is better to not get physically or emotionally attached to anything or anyone. If you dun have it, you'll never lose it. You wouldn't have to go through the agony of losing something, because you never had it in the first place.

So, I guess for now, "I'll sleep when I'm dead."