Monday, April 13, 2009

A mind at peace

As usual... I had approximately 4 hours of rest last night. Yup.. even with pills. Sucks.
And I sat for engineering mathematics paper this morning.

There's so much going on in my mind right now. Not that it's my own problem, people around me are facing dilemma. Recently(I dunno how recent, maybe they've already decided long ago) almost everyone had their asses kicked out of the hostel. Yes, the shithole I've been blogging about all this while. Now it's a privilege to secure a place here. Sorry if I've offended anyone. I can't say I couldn't care less anymore. There aren't any vacant houses left at the nearby housing estate. It's like a freaking small town over here. And stupid me thought that all my sufferings (not all, but maybe most) will come to an end as long as I move out of this shithole.

Dearest friends, I wished I could help. If you think I'm selfish, try putting yourself in my shoes...















comtemplating suicide.








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Tomorrow'll be Physical Chem.
And I just wiki-ed entropy 5 minutes ago, and wikipedia provides a good and complete definition of entropy... but my eyes are too lazy to read 'em. Excuse excuse excuse... Funny thing is, I read every single line when I wiki-ed "ah beng". Just proves how picky human minds can be. :p

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