Diarrhea is a ritual

Last Wednesday...



all hell broke loose -___-
Dammit. I was busy clearing my already cleared intestine till 5 am.
Explosive diarrhea at the beginning of every semester. It's a ritual.




Thankfully, I was prepared for the worst. hiakhiakhiak. Okay, I shouldn't even be thankful for diarrhea. 85% solute, 15% solvent.




































Smecta. I love the smell and taste.

It's (still) that time of the year

Went for a movie this evening. Avatar, could it be any longer? I was bored to tears. Maybe it's just me.
But the movie did send a clear message that we humans are destroying ourselves when we fail to care for the environment.



Random pics









Belanja-ed by kl cos he pinjam-ed my ukulele. He didn't have to though.















Try to spot the rainbow =]
The sky while ws and I main buaian in front of hp's.=]















I gib eww flower.
















Soundly sleeping. aww
















kl and hm helped me paint my room.
On the bottom left was an attempted mural of flower(s) by kl. lol
Thank you guys.








2009 was bitter sweet. It started okay. eo came back twice =]
It all went downhill towards the end.







Happy New Year people.
It's gonna be freaking 2010 already.
Standard 6 was so 10 years ago.
A decade has passed.
Feels like it was just yesterday.

It's that time of the year again

Sheeet. I just burned my thumb playing with fire -__-

I logged in to facebook thirty minutes ago. Checked my inbox. Someone I met from camp. (Woah?! =O camp wei. Ya la ya la my first camp ever. Dun need to feel paiseh.)
Arghh *more flashbacks* i wanna sleep wei.
I went there as a facilitator. So, technically I haven't participated in any camp yet =(((. Killing time during my holidays. Job scope: To facilitate lah. Buddhist camp summor wei. lol. If you know me, you'll know I'm the most unreligious/sesat Buddhist. But it was an eye opening experience cos I used to think poeple sleep in tents and mandi air sungai beramai-ramai when they go for 'camp'.
^^^^^ unimportant details.
I don't intend to blog about the activities (mostly talks lor and games I had to pretend it's oh-so-fun)

Aiya I wanna sleep d. Fb lah instigated the whole thing.

Almost everyone there (prob 85% of the participants and committees) knew each other prior to the camp.

Some wanna buat-buat baddadass. (this one I dun care, not so annoying)

The thing that annoyed me the most...
Participants who participated the camp willingly but were unwilling to participate in the activities (almost make no sense, read it again) and complain and complain and complain about how boring or lame the activities were. (ABO?!! What you expect, the monks dance "nobody but you" izit) Hello... I didn't come out with any of those stuff (your friends la since 85% of everybody knew 85% of everyboy, n*be. Complain to them la) If you don't like den dun come. Bodoh betul.

That's the reason I dun go for camps and stuff. I dun like stupid games and remembering names of people I dun care about. I like to laze around and do things in the comfort of my own space and time, therefore, I stay at home. I also like to bitch about stuff, therefore, I get my own blogspot account. It's that simple... don't come, buy a buku lima lima lima

and bitch about stuff in there.

And the funniest part is (like ikmk says, weird funny, not hilarious funny)
little trolls intentionally complaining about me and how shitty the activities were in my presence. Even more bodoh.
(Kebodohan-yang-paling-melampau had to be the one who asked me questions about buddhism and the temple just to annoy me. Bad-da-da-ass wannabe.)












Despite (watever on top), I learned some stuff (and get to hang out with hp, bp and the other two facis)

A reflection of myself.

===> I'm so going to hell.






The burn on my thumb still hurts.

It's that time of the year

Barely 24 hours back here. The sight of this place makes me wanna puke. Over-exaggerate =P. I hate it here. From the premises to the people to the food. Urghh...

Did nothing productive today. None of the lecturers came. Apeks konon.

I wanted to upload random pictures taken using my outdated handphone but my lappie cant read its five-year-old memory card. Lazy to bluetooth. Probably will do it tomorrow if my lecturers ponteng again.








I got my results last week. Surprisingly, it ain't that bad (so little effort, padan muka lah). I didn't fail anything. lsp 404 (english la -__-) was the only paper I got an A (A not A minus or A plus plus or A star star or watever)



And something I'm very proud of not very proud of...
tadaa...






MY FIRST ZEE-RUH-EH-VUH
Could I be any dumber.
Dai sei. Padan muka.











lollollollollollol. (At least give markah kesian ma. 5/100 won't make me look so pathetic)


Aiya since I'm super free now... (There were 3 questions. The first carries dua puluh markah. Draw the k and l lines of atom shells. So you'd probably think buku tingkatan empat kimia has the answer and you lukis cincai-cincai. Zero lor. Summor kena bulat besar-besar. The second question, How the polymeric material is characterized as crystalline material? Tiga puluh markah. How ar? So I wrote, polymeric material is characterized as crystalline material when crystalline region exist in the polymer. He gave me a gigantic question mark. Wrong meh. How I noe, I tak baca. Then I went on crapping, essentially it's the same stuff but tukar-tukar ayat pasif to ayat aktif and add some kata hubung and flowery language to fill the space. He gave another big question mark as though I wrote in french or something. And the final question, lima puluh markah. Calculations with a data table given. X-ray diffractometer stuff. Given the angles of diffraction and wavelength of incoming ray, determine the crystal structure. BCC ke atau FCC. Dunno lor. Tak baca how to noe. The bleeping answer was in chapter 1. The first thing I saw when I flipped thru the notes before I sat for my final paper -__-" The second part, determine the lattice constant of the element. :-o Continuation of part one. On the bright side, I got the answer. For some reason, jealous or wat I dunno he bulat besar-besar plus a humungous question mark. Combo -_- probably cos the working seemed tipu-tipu. And the last part, identify the element. Ditto.)

So I thought to myself, I might as well just randomly pick a mall and do the happy dance to entertain the crowd than to waste my pensel kayu lead sitting for that test. Some scored 95 -_-









Sohai








Wait la...I belum cakap habis.



I got an A- for that subject. lollollollolx100000

Exhausted

Exams finally over. Things happened. Gosh

Exhausted.

Overwhelmed.

Devastated.

Broken.
















Broken. So broken inside.
Geez, I wish someone had told me that before I rushed into it.
When is this wound gonna heal?
I've got a lot more to blog about but the sleeping pill... zzz
Good night ppl and happy holidays. though it's just a months. it'll end in the blink of an eye.

While Taking A Break From Studying

Gotta watch some comedy in between studies. Otherwise my head will go haywire.
Lalala...

Waiting for your call, I'm sick, call I'm angry
Call I'm desperate for your voice
Listening to the song we used to sing
In the car, do you remember
Butterfly, Early Summer
It's playing on repeat, Just like when we would meet
Like when we would meet

Cause I was born to tell you I love you
and I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine
Stay with me tonight~~~








lawling...kl wants to borrow my uke. k... shouldn't blog bout this in case he nampak den kena hentam. Make it smaller lor

No Need For A Title

I remember there's a post I made five months ago that I've found it...
It's not it. period.















ps. dun bother asking too.